Hi Est, hope you've got your gas fixed now sweet. What an awful day for you and poor Lillie too

When mine were little I used to use zinc and castor oil cream from the chemist to protect their little botty's, works really well and cheap too. Glad you didn't smoke love, think how absolutely awful you would have felt after and you might have blown yourself up too
Stay strong and I hope things get better for you soon ((hug))
