yeah...around that time I remember that feeling too. I also remember, as you say, wonder why these "little suckers" are still bothering me.
First I'd like to congratulate you on hanging in there. I'm also going to tell ya quite frankly that the feeling might stay with you a bit longer. However....let me also say that at this point, you simply.....must hang on.
Shoot for a target.....What I did is I shot for 100 days, triple figures, still my favorite to date.
Melja, I don't want you to think....oh crap, such a long way away. I want you to think...wow, I'm going to be 60 days and moving into the 3 month room. I don't want you to throw away what you have worked for.
I'd much rather you were proud of what you have achieved and where you are going. You are now at a point that when a crave comes up, one of the first things that should be entering your mind is.....there's no way I am giving this quit up.
Hey, you just keep on following me, keeps me alert.